Sunday, August 22, 20101:33 AM
■ Blinded by happiness
I guess there are times when we get too happy.
You know, those times when we forget about lots of things because we're just so happy... So free. You're in the company of other people so you tend to forget about things. Lots of things. And you don't really care anymore because you're preoccupied.
But when you finally get time to yourself, you remember those things that you forgot.
And you check to see if you just momentarily forgot it but it was done or you just forgot it.
And you see that they forget.
And you just become sad.
...You forgot to greet me on my birthday.
Shallow, I know. After all the things you did while I was away. But it's just. . . Wow. You forgot.
I sort of kind of hate you, the type of hating that doesn't last very long.
. . . Still hate you.
You know, those times when we forget about lots of things because we're just so happy... So free. You're in the company of other people so you tend to forget about things. Lots of things. And you don't really care anymore because you're preoccupied.
But when you finally get time to yourself, you remember those things that you forgot.
And you check to see if you just momentarily forgot it but it was done or you just forgot it.
And you see that they forget.
And you just become sad.
...You forgot to greet me on my birthday.
Shallow, I know. After all the things you did while I was away. But it's just. . . Wow. You forgot.
I sort of kind of hate you, the type of hating that doesn't last very long.
. . . Still hate you.
Labels: April is okay, April is thinking, April is tired, contemplating, emo, sdfsdfsdfsdf
