April has a blog.

have landed on this blog.

Ideas and entries are mine. Pictures might be mine though sometimes, I take them from others. Music posted on this blog is not mine.
This is a pretty self-centered blog. If you don't want to read me rambling on about my days or my life, then I guess you could leave. It's not really my choice. :-)

Monday, April 12, 20107:49 AM

■ Drugged.

I have realized that I have evolved into an uncaring, selfish monster who enjoys watching anime and has no life over the years. I've been afraid of taking chances ever since that. I feel like everything in the world has numbed me. Never have I been so afraid. Boredom must be some sort of anesthetic or something. I feel powerful, but my memories limit me from saying things that I really want to say.

I'm being thwarted by a puzzle. (No, it's not metaphysical. I'm not Tom Collins from Rent, sorry. You've reached the wrong person.) I'm getting kind of sick with all these restrictions. I want to say something to someone...ANYONE. But I know, it will get me into trouble and will snip the thread I've been trying to protect ever since I've realized something.

I wish I didn't have a brain, or a heart.
I think I'd feel much lighter.
How I wish I were a witch, who could give up something really important to be really powerful without dying. (Like Howl, only he's a wizard.) I'd give up my heart, or rather that part of my brain that controls my emotions. (Something gland. I'm bad at remembering things, sorry. I fell asleep a lot during Biology class when everything just confused me.)

ANYWAAAY, I'm loving Durarara!! :D
Shinra is a cutie T__T
...And I might cosplay Celty if I feel like it and have the money.

Labels: contemplating, cosplay, emo, metaphorical

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Greetings, salutations, and all those other whatnot~!
I am April O. and this is my blog. I'm 15 turning 16 years old this April and I live in the Philippines. Interests include but are not limited to Japanese culture, photography, blogging, writing my own literary pieces, and others. Most would describe me as tall but I do hope that you all see something else besides this tall facade of mine :-) And most of the stuff here are posted on my random impulses. Do forgive the excessive fangirling.
Anyway, I'm still a high school student and not that awesome so I guess you could say this is the chronicle of my life pre-awesomeness. Hope I didn't waste your time with my blog :3

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