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This is a pretty self-centered blog. If you don't want to read me rambling on about my days or my life, then I guess you could leave. It's not really my choice. :-)
Thursday, March 11, 20104:04 AM
■ Sulking.
Sometimes, I consider giving up things that I'm passionate about. But I end up crying about it because it has become such a huge part of my life and continue doing it...even if I know I suck. I was even determined at one point to pursue it.
I was told better things will come to me.
But truth be told, not everyone is fortunate. And I don't think I'm fortunate. And talented.
I feel so very cold today.
Exercising your tear ducts is stressful on both your eyes and throat. It makes you feel cold too. It's such a bittersweet thing. It makes things clearer but it still hurts me all the same.
I really wish life would be like a hot air balloon from now on, which has nowhere to go but up.
And lastly, I've discovered how alone I am in this world and how everyone is today. I was truly isolated from everyone after I got the news. I just seemed to be in sync with them but I wasn't.
Me, myself and I ···
Greetings, salutations, and all those other whatnot~!
I am April O. and this is my blog. I'm 15 turning 16 years old this April and I live in the Philippines. Interests include but are not limited to Japanese culture, photography, blogging, writing my own literary pieces, and others.
Most would describe me as tall but I do hope that you all see something else besides this tall facade of mine :-) And most of the stuff here are posted on my random impulses. Do forgive the excessive fangirling.
Anyway, I'm still a high school student and not that awesome so I guess you could say this is the chronicle of my life pre-awesomeness. Hope I didn't waste your time with my blog :3
